Manifesto Depending

Manifesto Depending on the Drug Schedule of My So Called Schizophrenic Friends and Neighbors

L. Edgar Otto March 21, 2011

I may not have the leisure to continue as I have done here for awhile. In many ways I was better off living on the street. This could happen again. In any case I owe you a better quality of work if my minimal living circumstances permit and I can negotiate the new obstacles that affect most everyone who seem to not notice how real and tangible freedoms have been forgotten in our generation despite the lip service to our ideals

Law of the State of the State 1 - If an individual is unfortunate enough to have an accident requiring massive medical intervention, even if in the legal sense an amount of wealth is a settlement that insures the best of healing, that in the recovery time in a nursing home until the worth by working or settlement is used up so as to throw the financial burden on the state- that miraculously the stay in the nursing home lasts exactly long as the available windfall of money is exhausted.

Fundamental Physics Thoughts Today:

1. The creative processes in the universe are not remote but appear to some degree everywhere throughout the reality. The same goes for any apparent restrictions or constraints on such processes.

2. The universe is not technically distinguishable as finite or infinite, but quasi-finite and capable of the widest descriptions as if any remote and comprehensive theories of continuity or discreteness.

3. It is possible to view the totality from a higher perspective wherein despite the intelligibility of a theoretical explanation for why the universe is, that there is the ever present grounding by chaotic uncertainty. In such a possibility of freedom in virtual and vacuum structures also emerges from remote topologies the logical coherences and explanations in our thought that we and the world can be more than it seems. The restrictions as concrete everywhere are logically more so in that reality as a unity of sorts or a totality have this non-necessary paradox of space without restrictions. We gain nothing by imposing a principle of limitations to physical processes as mere assertion without a deeper understanding of their foundations.

Interrupted for a Political Rant as I have to Deal with a Chaotic Living Situation:

4. Society, the collective of individuals and traditions of notions, with such an underlying stratum of intelligible doubts and self-doubts and self-deceptions on some level appears as a mechanism for the general organization in a world of freer logic of the notions of others, restricting deep access to enquiry. These as core values of intelligence persist as the core of truth and guide to purpose. To base faith on remote threats of negative eternity is to neutralize both the intensity of living and the vague sense of chaos by which we walk a tightrope between what is false or unseen threats to our ability to thrived and survive, relate and adapt to the familiar states of our individual and collective reality. Science as betrayal from within with good intentions in the exclusion of chaotic notions asserted or defined for groups or individuals in effect control the evolution and behavior. The way this is done is simply in a world where one is surrounded by the addicted who do not have foresight enough to think for themselves, for all practical purposes these to are controlled by the addictions and chaotic notions not cured but managed as if we are attenuated as if a host to once lethal viruses.

5. The political process stagnates or escalates to addressing directly or behind the scenes issues taking advantage in adversity of parties unless they react but not aware in conspiracy to take away the rights and votes of those who are not in the established lobby's or once part of the official political system. As such they defend their rights to cry issues of class warfare by old tried and true slogans. But we cannot assume that our social world of evolving notions ultimately makes sense. It is not the flow of wealth that is the problem, nor that a certain threshold of leadership has to be sound and benevolent for the sake of the herd- but that in the hierarchy of power that suppresses rather than uplifts the masses the flow of cash and power is held fixed as absolute. No one cares really, on either party, if one votes or not, and even if a certain group is there with influence and power who otherwise may not be in an open and multiparty election there is no intrinsic logic that voting achieves its ends rather than not voting, Neutrals are a potential power yet by that very political stance they meet long established resistance.

6. It is an error to presume the inadequate and selfish interests of the people, in a given state of scarcity or false scarcity, that they will respond to be attractors to some pole of revolution. For some hold higher ideals and hopes, and some do this anyway even when they have enough. While we can trust the goodness of the people, a sufficient threshold of equality of opportunity, we may not trust the entrenched bureaucracy as a class of our overseers. Within the sea of lies and false judgments, or judgment before the fact of notions the positive soul will neither descend into nor avoid the responsibility of doing the right thing truly and directly to others, the bureaucrats know our limits better than we often do ourselves, there is no defense against the honest nor is there safety in the predictions of whom may be a danger to a free and open government.

7. If, from the good hearted who have lost everything and have nothing more to lose they respond with revolution it was not their actions against government but the result that wealth and political power is in a period where it has lost its meaning, so to the hope and promise of a stable life.

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I had to walk thru the fog in the park yesterday, being it is spring. I almost wrote a poem about the fog flowing down over the river- It does not come on cat feet always, but as dragon or tiger paws, such is the tsunami of love and war. But it comes again although we half act as if we do not believe it and make superstitious sacrifices to the weather gods.

I had a brief vision of irregular 17 sided polygons but it was difficult in the circumstances to capture again or determine if anything was there- a Gaussohedron.

I bought aspirin and three pills were very powerful to stop an aching broken tooth. I got a letter in the mail explaining the privacy of medical things in the social security program none of which related to me and of which I imagine generates a lot of paper and mail delivery.

I must find a place of my own free from the second hand advice of social services to others who do not remain stable- including our projects together, particularly art, of which that seems to depend on the ability of the social services to proscribe and set doses as to its quality.

My state senator did not reply to my questions of ID and voting. The liberal state senator on the news after leaving the state was welcomed home but now says she has common things to work with the budget with the conservatives.

Apparently, the organizer for Veterans for Peace who was at the rally for union rights and was a worker at the employment office went further in making a news story that the veterans were in support of union rights in a rally. What has he done for times I asked for and needed jobs? Nothing, nor the state veterans who promoted homes for them even when there by their own drug use. What we need is an organization called Sane Veterans for Sane Government,

Happy Spring Break. But one thing for sure the bar scene in this college town is not what it used to be- only a few of the regulars left with there burning out lives and waiting for the dregs of once promising students. I can take or leave drink, I did get drunk a bit at my son's wedding- but I have no desire at all to go into the bars for I truly look back at all that second hand insanity touching my life one way or the other. It is the same everywhere for students in the USA. What a waste, but then I was under the illusion that academia was about research and learning. Who owns the public sector anyway when it comes to expensive television ads about rights? What have they done for any special group other than put up a front of lip service?

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