Olney Worked awhile
with the Fisher Folk
L. Edgar Otto January 06, 2013
Too long waiting for
the gates to open that he enter the walled city of Far Rock-a-bye another
season to watch from outside as if he would never find the wisdom in that city,
Olney worked awhile, to learn the trade and for the company of the fishermen, for
he knew on his endless and unique journey on the endless beach he lacks the
skill so easily live of the fauna and flora of the shore, how to catch and
prepare them.
There seemed to be no
purpose or progress in the exploring anymore than in the waiting, that it made
little difference if he set down roots or waited for the currents to bring him
the rest and grounding from which to dream.
But he was the
SphereDream, the fifth of the mortal spirit of this world, a lesser creator he
thought in the lesser godhead.
He thought to himself
he would not find what he wanted in the halls of wisdom, in the exploring the
mind of the gods with their treasury and keep, their weapons of spinning
blades, their demand for sacrifices that they maintain the fires or cured as
best they could the mystery of disease.
Only at the end of
this instar would he spread his wings to much greater dreams to find he was not
unique and immortal, that others had dreams too, all worthy of the great book built before space and time, that the SphereFather so could preserve their
spirits and the judgements in the private panorama of each their unique
dreams that added to them.
The old fisherman,
Eryle, took him as apprentice for the season.
It seemed so down to earth as if the primitive and course farmers their
wives before the dry corn turned to salt water thirsty sugars that such real
people risked the free but fickle winds that returned them to the sea as if a
sacrifice as the city leaders sent forth the plans for silos to feed the sea
cows extending the innocence as peace and a promised land of abundance for a
new class and breed of hard working milk drinkers.
Yet in the benefits
of sunlight and the strength of bones, those who grow too fat but their veins
no longer scarred by the milk drank raw, they controled the vital gift light
made as they put it into the always spring season thus in heat their machines
of cuds and udders.
He tied the glass
bobbins and wove the nets, learned all the family of knots. Eryle referred to the sacred book the number
that can hold most fish without the net breaking. He showed Olney the smallest such net, called
the Gossamer of Dreams the once and only 153 to take with him on his
journeys by the shore. So teaching him
how to fish he multiplied the abundance of a few for the thousands, the wine
and water not subdivided without purpose and measure all across the ocean reach
until perhaps imprudently all fish harvested from the sea.
Olney had his own
collection of bobbins he found here and there along the beach in his travels,
some of them seemed to come from far lands with strange letters as if these
were lost and floated blown everywhere, enduring longer than the broken or
rotting fabric of the nets. His dream gossamer for all its themes seeming so arbitrary functioned well if you looked
beneath the chance design and random colors which many took as tourist shirts
with the casual even lazy beach motifs to Olney's eyes but a variegated coat
made of rags to which a partial and broken synaethesia hid the deeper parallels
of logic of it all. Not that a quilt of
patterns put together in itself and all such patterns tried made sense either
when one looked deeper at the choices of foundations.
One day Eryle sent
him for more rope from the rope makers who had been making rope the way they
had done since as far back as any nets of clay or ink kept records. While on the way back slowly with the burden
of the wheels of rope around his arms he thought as he was want to do, of the
fundamental things, of theory and origins.
But only as the net of dreams found its focus over time did Olney try to
write them down or even notice that in himself he wrote only between the tides
some equations in the sand or that as a song came back to him most were lost in
the winds thou real were the ground of endless walks past might-have-beens.
Clearer to him
thinking this to himself, if we tie the braids and ropes there to hold up,
suspend a bobbin set to spin, they wind too tight and spin it back, all stops
to stillness again. But if we hold them
up by that magnetic reach that came before the stars, they as so my life path
and heart of dreams can spin and embellish greater stories indefinitely.
Although the fear of
the SphereFather was the beginning of wisdom, it was a truth of freedom after
the origin so moving on from there and while we are alive uncertainty the
answer if it is an end. Eryle, as Olney
said his good-bye, not many cycles left in this calendar before he could
petition at the gate of his beloved city now seemingly seething in some plague
so work with the gods of wisdom again, replied:
"O Father and O
Son, your net is just a tool or an idol of the magic as your dreams you weave
and for sure you will see me again as one who aids your quest and sometimes as
the one you must fight and so fear next meeting in some cove half way thru infinity."
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